The Loneliness of Sueal

Through her loneliest times he’s been a friend. In Sueal his memory will never die and missed in his presence. But int he darkness, under the CAT sky, Sueal finds relief int he desert night storage. 

but hte affection she seeks stops, as the clock turns 10pm. CinderSueal takes her pumpkin home, satisfying the need, optimistic it will grow as she draws the accelerator to the wild horses of her 89 Cougar. Turning and twisting the the wheel, the spirit if her man crosses her mind like radar communication, reaching Sueal, under her desert land below.

Stuck in her four walls, the thought crosses again and again. She reaches for a card and the desperation deepens in her heart for Sueal’s heart of gold tucked away in the Hotel California too far to touch her.

Twilight falls on Sueal’s desert world and she begins to settle down. She says to herself “I take him up - I take him down.” Sueal aspirins dulls her dreams. Sueal’s last thoughts before she sleeps “My emotions reach my man like a bullet to the bone of his heart.” She says I took him up for 5 years, and I let him fall, shattered him to dust, on a summers Aug day.

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